I’m speechless in the rain. Trying to figure out what have I done. Trying to figure out what I must do.
Why they picked me? Why I accepted it? Why I can’t make it? And hundreds of why…in my mind.
When I hurt them, it also hurt myself. Can’t they understand about it? I’m helpless…
Right now I really need a turning point. But I couldn’t find it. Or maybe I don’t have any.